IDK

Sometimes I feel like I'm so lost. when I know exactly whats going on...I just choose not to believe it...Why do I have to always see some good in people that don't deserve it...Compassion, The one main trait I look for in a soul mate..because when you have compassion all the other positive traits will follow... but it seems to me like I been seeing the wrong kind of people lately...not knowing that my own feelings of compassion are blinding me from the ridiculous crap people are pulling off...One thing about me is I can control my feelings so easily...I can let someone go in a snap and erase the memories I made with them whether they be friend or lover...But when it comes to deciding whether I should erase them from my life or not, I'll most likely decide to keep them...why do I do this to myself...keep memories of people who are such assholes to me...lol I'm such a fool...*sigh* let we all live and learn... til next post my friends...

Bleh...

I tend to say "Bleh" a lot when I'm bored or in this case laying in bed with my laptop and have nothing better to do. I should be sleeping actually its freaking 2:37am but as I'm laying here I can see images of photography running through my thoughts. Sometimes i feel as if I'm more artistic at night...not because I'm a night owl but because at night it feels more peaceful and its so quiet yet so lively. I can hear the crickets outside my window and the stars sparkling in the sky as if its dancing to the glow of the moon. The night takes us away and prepares us for a brighter day of tomorrow...til next blog entry seeya =] xoxo -mike